No, not THE positive sign (as in a positive pregnancy test) but a step in right direction. I had my follow up appointment today from my second month of the Lupron Depo shot. I think I mentioned that we recently got a new RE at my clinic. I met her just briefly during my followup hysteroscopy after the 1 month of Lupron Depo and it was her call to have me go another month. So it wasn't exactly a great first impression. However this time it went much better. We only did an ultrasound but she explained to me on the screen what they were looking for. She said the inflammation would cause shading or darkening which she wasn't seeing any. My lining was at a 6 which she said was good for being suppressed (I believe it was at a 9 last time). There were some other things she pointed out that kind of went over my head but her exact words were "You uterus actually looks really good!". I will take that. She put me right back on birth control pills to keep me suppressed until I start my FET protocol which will be in Feb. We are looking at a transfer the second week in March.
I feel so relieved that the injections did their job and we can move forward. My friend told me the other day that from our conversations she felt like I'd already written off the March transfer. After some reflection she may have been right. I think I was just trying to prepare myself for another delay or even worse news. And while I do have CCRM all squared away and we are ready to move forward with them if this transfer doesn't work, I am beginning to have some hope for this last shot. I have two pretty highly graded day 5 embryos left. I also got the okay to transfer both. My former RE was not on board with transferring more than one since we did have genetic testing done and that supposedly increased our chance of success significantly. Well, after talking with Dr. Schoolcraft at CCRM and learning that the genetic testing we did has the potential to damage the embryos I feel strongly about transferring both. Even if by some miracle both implant D and I feel fully ready to happily take on a twin pregnancy. I've talked to several of you who have experienced them and feel prepared. It just feels like the right decision. If this transfer doesn't work out then I am emotionally, financially, and physically ready to move on to CCRM. (Please God let that not be necessary).
So that's a quick update. On a random side note I'm not sure I've shared here that my nurse at the clinic completed her first cycle of IVF in Oct. She's currently 14 weeks pregnant. Her husband actually had a blockage so their issue was with him. They were able to go in and extract the sperm for the embryos and she got pregnant on the first cycle. I'll be honest when I found out I was a little bitter. One and done - can you imagine? But once I had a few minutes to think about it my bitterness went away. I was still sad for US but happy for her. No matter what your fertility treatment or how quickly you find success this is a hardship I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. I asked her how it was going breaking the news to her other patients and she said not well at all. I would imagine it to be a very difficult conversation to have but considering she's already started showing (she was very thin before) not really something she can ignore.
Anyway just wanted to send out a happy update! It feels like a long time since I've had any personal good news to share.