Surprisingly I'm still feeling pretty calm about things. I wonder if I'm just that jaded or if I'm now immune to the pressure and stress of IVF. All I really know is I'm ready for some answers. I'm still hopeful that at the conclusion of this cycle we'll have at least one genetically correct, healthy embryo to transfer. Every day is one step closer to that goal.
I wish I had more excitement or even more feeling to put into this post. I just wanted to check in with everyone and let you know that you are all always in my thoughts and prayers. I'm still feeling hopeful and excited. Doing my best to push aside the doubt and worry. I know it will probably all get more "real" next week with the daily appointments and pending retrieval. It does fill my heart to think that at this time next week we could have little embryos growing! At least one more chance of a baby with D's eyes and my nose. That thought brings tears of hope and joy to my eyes.
I'm hoping all of you have a great weekend! I'll let you know how things go on Monday. If you have some extra prayers we'd appreciate sending them our way.