Tuesday, April 29, 2014

Mixed Emotions

Well I am sad happy to report that I started my period so my cyst did indeed resolve itself.  I am glad that my body seemed to figure things out and starting my period means we can move forward with our FET in June.  Which is great news.  But even though I know, KNOW, that I didn't ovulate due to the cyst it's still hard to really feel joy when your period comes.  There's always that tiny voice in the back of my mind saying *maybe*.  Sigh.

But moving forward is good!  And I'm anxious to implant our little frosty and see where he/she takes us!  I'm continuing to focus on having only positive thoughts and trying not to think any further ahead until we know what happens.  I have a rough outline of next steps if this transfer fails but I'm not going to let myself start putting anything in motion until I see this through.  So one step at a time and this small one is the beginning.  Here's to hoping the third try is the charm!


5 comments:

  1. Yay! I started my cycle today too! Slightly less thrilling, but hey. I'm certainly hoping that the third time is the charm for you! Wishing you the very, very best!

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  2. Love, love, love your positivity! Keep it up! Your rainbow baby is right around the corner :)

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  3. Praying for you! Stay positive!

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  4. I am hoping that this transfer in June will be the golden nugget!! Stay positive and don't think about the negative "what if's".

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  5. Hoping this frostie is your take home baby!

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