I feel broken. Heart broken, physically broken, emotionally broken. I don't understand why this is happening to us. I don't know what is wrong with my body. I don't know how we move on.
I feel like we are never going to have a baby. And it feels so unfair. I'm angry. And I'm sad. I'm so sad. I feel like D has been tricked into this childless marriage and it clearly was not what he signed up for. I feel guilty. And the weight of my disappointment, his disappointment, our parents disappointment is crushing me. I have failed everyone. Again.
I have no idea where we go from here. I feel hopeless and helpless. And so very alone.
Oh my friend, I am so incredibly sorry! Just broken hearted with you! This is all so frustrating and unfair! You certainly don't deserve this! I know there are no words to comfort you in this moment, but just know that I'm thinking of you tonight.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry.. I am crying as I type this message. My heart is hurting for you guys. It isn't fair. I will be praying for you both. xo
ReplyDeleteOh sweet friend, I am so deeply sorry for your loss. My heart breaks for you. I know there are no words right now that can take away your pain, but know that I am praying for you and your husband as you grieve this loss.
ReplyDeleteI am so, so sorry. My heart is breaking for you. Please know that I am praying for you.
ReplyDeleteOh no! Im so sad for you. Praying for healing and answers. Sending you so much love.
ReplyDeleteI am just in shock! I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm praying for healing of your body and your soul. If you ever need anything, feel free to email me at 10hopeingod@gmail.com
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